WAO!!! Just realize that I had not been blogging for the past few weeks already. haahha. Was quite busy and lazy to blog actually. LOTS of things to do man, especially from NPCC. DAMN!!!
Talk about it, sometime when I looked back, I wonder, why on earth am I wasting so much time on NPCC and neglect or had lesser time to spend with some of the people around me. Everything started because of just that few pieces of paper. I shouldn't had gone for that CII interview. HAIZ!!! But, what can I do now? If i were to quit, i will be letting a few people down. Secondly, I will cause damages to the reputations of my unit (B.N.U). Guess all I can do now is to give my best for this upcoming course and I had promised (HER) that I shall CUT DOWN on my NPCC activities next year on. So hope she can understand ba. =X
Sometimes, it is really hard to understand what a girl is actually thinking. When a guy trying to show care and concern for a girl, ended up being treated nasty. Am I really thinking too much or it is just her normal way of responding? Really do not know of what to do and how to pleased her. HAIZ!!! Just felt that there is a gap between the both us and it is getting further and further away........
Guess I shall stop here for today and blog again some other time..........
