Sometime I just wonder am I being to sensitive over some thing or not. I just keep asking myself this question. I keep telling myself that I should start to trust her more and less assume thing anyhow to prevent any more problem. But I just feel everything is no longer the same as the past. Everything just seem to be so cold nowadays. HAIZ!! WHAT IS WRONG MAN?? It is just so impossible for a guy to understand what a girls is thinking or what a girl really want from him. I just feel that I am not able to give her a perfect happiness and perfect comfort. Everything just seem to be so different from then till now. Till now I am still not able to get the answer that I want. haiz.. =(
I just hope that everything will soon be over. It is only just a matter of time and a few weeks only. ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE!!!
My exam is just going to start in 9 DAYS. SO many things for my to do. Preparation for exam, lesson plan for CIBTC, NCO's camp preparation and those usual UTs in my school which I need to study for. STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!!! How I wish that there will be 48 hours a days so I will have much more time for me to do my things. haiz...
Baby, sometime I keep telling that will everything will soon be over and hope that everything will be back to normal. I really miss those time that we had spent together, the joy and the laughter we use to share together. Can everything really will be back to normal after the next few weeks?? I really MISS those days. For the past few days we are not able to meet up due to you revision, but all I want you to know is that, I MISS YOU a lot. Nevermind, 1 more month to go!! All the best BABY, for your exam. Please believe in yourself, you can do it!!
