YOYOY... It had been such a long time since I last blog. HAHAH. Was kinda of busy for the past 1 week or so. hahah. Finally, kinda of free because my English paper was FINALLY over. hahhaha. Unit Nco Camp was over. Class Challet was over. Up next will be the CII course. Still have lots of things to be done. Haiz. Really felt regret that I shouldn't had submit that few pieces of paper and end up wasting so much of my time. haiz. Nevermine, D08 will be my 1st and also my lasy course as a instructor. Never am I goanna be an instructor again. =X
Watched High School MUsical 3 TWICE!! It was worth watching. haha. Shall post of of the lyric of this song (CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE) by Vanessa Hudgens & Zac Efron.
Take my hand, take a breath Pull me close and take one step Keep your eyes locked on mine, And let the music be your guide. Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget) We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do And with every step together, we just keep on getting better So can I have this dance (can I have this dance) Can I have this dance Take my hand, I'll take the lead And every turn will be safe with me Don't be afraid, afraid to fall You know I'll catch you threw it all And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart) 'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do And with every step together, we just keep on getting better So can I have this dance (can I have this dance) Can I have this dance Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide 'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop Let it rain, let it pour What we have is worth fighting for You know I believe, that we were meant to be It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you) It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do) And with every step together, we just keep on getting better So can I have this dance (can I have this dance) Can I have this dance Can I have this dance Can I have this dance
& a wilting flower left on the bench♥
♥Saturday, October 18, 2008
@ 9:44 PM
I've always been the kind of girl That hid my face So afraid to tell the world What I've got to say But I have this dream Right inside of me I'm gonna let it show, it's time To let you know To let you know
This is real, this is me I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now Gonna let the light, shine on me Now I've found, who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me
Do you know what it's like To feel so in the dark To dream about a life Where you're the shining star Even though it seems Like it's too far away I have to believe in myself It's the only way
This is real, This is me I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now Gonna let the light, shine on me Now I've found, who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me
You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singing I need to find you, I gotta find you You're the missing piece I need The song inside of me I need to find you, I gotta find you
This is real, this is me I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now Gonna let the light, shine on me Now I've found, who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me You're the missing piece I need The song inside of me (this is me) You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singing Now I've found, who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me
& a wilting flower left on the bench♥
♥Wednesday, October 15, 2008
@ 3:52 AM
Well I'm wanting to know you I sure want to be in your arms We'll fly away and I hope soon That this side of me, is willing to be all of the things that I that I wanna see now well I'm asking if you'll let me in To your world where I've never been
Cause in my life, I let it all hang down I sure want to know you're awake Cause in my life, I'll never touch the ground I sure wanna know it's all alright[x2] Cause it won't be long
Well it's gone any day now, Well I'm hoping I'm wrong We'll fly away and I hope you That you can be strong, cause it won't be long Till the day that I can't stand up in your arms Well I'm asking if you'll let me in To your world again
When you're wondering now if you're on the right track Never know if you're gonna look back at all And you'll see me there And as you're fixing your life and what it can be Remember now to forget about me Well hey, alright Well alright
Cause in my life, I let it all hang down I sure wanna know you're awake Cause in my life, I never touch the ground I sure wanna know I sure wanna know I sure wanna know now, alright Well I, I'll never know Cause in my life, I wanna win Cause in my life, I wanna win now, hey C'mon
If you want anymore from me now Well it won't be long No, it won't be long It won't be long, now no And if you want anymore from me It won't be long
& a wilting flower left on the bench♥
♥Monday, October 13, 2008
@ 5:48 AM
Sometime I just wonder am I being to sensitive over some thing or not. I just keep asking myself this question. I keep telling myself that I should start to trust her more and less assume thing anyhow to prevent any more problem. But I just feel everything is no longer the same as the past. Everything just seem to be so cold nowadays. HAIZ!! WHAT IS WRONG MAN?? It is just so impossible for a guy to understand what a girls is thinking or what a girl really want from him. I just feel that I am not able to give her a perfect happiness and perfect comfort. Everything just seem to be so different from then till now. Till now I am still not able to get the answer that I want. haiz.. =(
I just hope that everything will soon be over. It is only just a matter of time and a few weeks only. ENDURE ENDURE ENDURE!!!
My exam is just going to start in 9 DAYS. SO many things for my to do. Preparation for exam, lesson plan for CIBTC, NCO's camp preparation and those usual UTs in my school which I need to study for. STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!!! How I wish that there will be 48 hours a days so I will have much more time for me to do my things. haiz...
Baby, sometime I keep telling that will everything will soon be over and hope that everything will be back to normal. I really miss those time that we had spent together, the joy and the laughter we use to share together. Can everything really will be back to normal after the next few weeks?? I really MISS those days. For the past few days we are not able to meet up due to you revision, but all I want you to know is that, I MISS YOU a lot. Nevermind, 1 more month to go!! All the best BABY, for your exam. Please believe in yourself, you can do it!!
Lastly, I LOVE YOU!!! <3>
& a wilting flower left on the bench♥
♥Friday, October 10, 2008
@ 7:46 PM
Just got back from driving lesson. As usual, still not able to control my clutch pedal that smoothly yet. But at least , there are some improvement from the previous lesson. =D Going have my English lesson later on and meeting her after that. EXAM is coming!!! Where the confident level which I used to have for the past few months?? Suddenly felt so lost. 10 more days to my English paper. Really hope to pass it this time round. Haiz. Feeling kind of nervous, how I wish I can turn back time and start revising well for it. I seem so unprepare for the exam. haiz. From tomorrow onwards, need to "CHIONG" for the last one week already.
Jia You!! I CAN DO IT!! XD
Babys exam also coming. Not able to meet her that much until her exam is over or maybe can't even meet at all. Haiz. =( Nvm. Everything will soon be over is JUST a few weeks. Endure ba!!!
Baby, no matter what I will always be by your side and support you. We may not be able to meet all the time, not able to sms/call each other that much but this does not mean I am not thinking about you. You will always be missed!!
Everything will soon be over, JIA YOU!!
I miss YOU!! =(
& a wilting flower left on the bench♥
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@ 9:09 AM
If the heart is always searching, Can you ever find a home? I've been looking for that someone, I'll never make it on my own. Dreams can't take the place of loving you, There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true
When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting, To be with you again Gonna tell you that I love you, In the best way that I can. I can't take a day without you here, You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes.
More and more, I start to realize, I can reach my tomorrow, I can hold my head high, And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When I hold you in my arms I know that it's forever I just gotta let you know I never wanna let you go
Cause when you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. Oh.....
& a wilting flower left on the bench♥
♥Saturday, October 4, 2008
@ 8:49 PM
Yesterday was really a PACKED day for me man. Got to woke up early to prepare for my driving lesson. As usually, sure will make some careless mistake. Never mind, shall improve on it to make it better next time round. HAHA.
After driving, went back home and rush some of my tuition homework. Haiz, always last minutes then start to do my work and my exam is in 16 days time. DAMN!!! Will I be able to make it this time round?? Hope so? Not going to waste another year to do it again!! JIA YOU JIA YOU!!! =D
Went for my tuition in the late afternoon, did summary writing, damn, not sure why am I keep making some stupid mistake which not suppose to be done. Read 2 passage yesterday. Damn long man the passage. HAHA. Never mind, everything will soon gonna be over. HAHA.
After tuition, rush down to parkway to meet HER. Walked around for a while before going to EXPO because she wanna past her maid some money and at the same time waiting for her church to end. From there , went to pasirris to meet them for BBQ . Damn. Supposed to meet at 8.30pm and start BBQ-ING at 9pm. Guess what? End up meeting at 9pm at pasirris and we started BBQ-ING only around 10++. The BBQ session was kind of boring la, nothing much to do. As usual, beside BBQ-ING and play those card games. All of us left the place around 2am and I reached home about 2+ am. Shared a taxi with HongDa and Kian Yong. At night ma, not much traffic, that why the uncle can speed. HAHA =X.
That all about for yesterday!! hahahaXD.
& a wilting flower left on the bench♥
♥Friday, October 3, 2008
@ 5:48 AM
WHOOT!!!! It has been such a LONG TIME since I last blog. Since the last time I blog was about 2 years ago. Don't know why of all the sudden got this feeling to blog. Guess nothing better to do. haha. XD
